mak...nk ckp camne erk....di saat condition aku yg not good nih aku request for my adik to come over jaga aku since dia tgh cuti sem...aku pelik why ayah x reply...neat day br dia call and bgtau yg dia serba salah nk let my adik go due to my mum's condition lately quite bad..dia xnk mkn, xnk ckp sgt...demam....ayah risau and kalau blh xnk la aku gak risau...dgr ja tu aku trus nangis seharian....hubby risau betul dgn condition aku and always pujuk aku supaya not to really think.
ayah ckp apa2 jadi hanim xyhla blk....hati mana yg leh tenang kan...aku ajak gak hubby blk rabu pas keja....tawakkal je la...
btolak dlm pkl 7 lebih. dlm 12 lebih sampai trus pi tgk mak kt hsptl.airmata x tertahan tgk condition dia yg bernafas mengggunakan bantuan. dh la kurusnya makin mencengkung..dh nmpk lain sgt...
aku agak terkilan sbb dgn condition aku aku x dpt nk temankan dia di ward. nk kesana pun hubby kena amik wheelchair sorong aku psl aku xleh jln byk kan. mcm susah jer...tiap kali time melawat aku pi...x kisah la psl condition aku. aku sedih sbb di saat aku blk mak dh x buka mata dh..aku cuma berbisik di telinga dia minta ampun dan maaf...rupanya mmg kot dia nk tggu aku blk sbb aku anak dia yg paling jauh and last sampai...pagi jumaat masa kakak aku temankan dia dia kol suruh dtg cepat bw semua coz mak nya condition dh makin drop and dr pun ckp pls prepare she might be going today...Ya Allah...smpai ja mak dh pun hembuskan nafas dia yg terakhir dgn linangan airmata kakak aku ckp...
pas dibawa nlk ke umah dia dimandikan pun aku turut serta mandikan dia...and paling x tahan di saat dia dikafankan sbb itu last nk tatap wajah dia....dia nampk bersih, putih gebu sgt...
aku ikut juga sampai ke kubur amd sedih sgt mennggalkan dia srg diri dikubur.
mak...ampunkan dosa2 anak2 mak..semoga mak tenang di sana
disebalik kesedihan itu tercalit rasa lega sbb mak dh lama sgt menderita terlantar sakit tanpa blh bergerak. ya Allah cucurilah rahmat
k atas rohnya dan Kau ampunkanlah dosa2 dia...amin
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Low lying Placenta Type 3
lama erk x update blog...since mlm ni aku x leh nk lelapkan mata langsung and since aku still kt kg so aku nk update skit what had happened into my life lately...
dugaan agak mencabar harus aku tempuh...on 23rd June seawal subuh about 6++ am aku ada rasa wet ja pastu bangun then find out that. it is a blood...actually aku dh pun having a few series of bleeding but it is just brownies colour like that and it is happened to my 1st pregnancy. but kali ni ada kuar sekali darah beku...hubby ckp xyh la pegi keje..die kasi aku duit srh pegi klinik...dlm pkl 10++ br aku pi klinik...dr scan then refer me to PPUKM formally known HUKM.
tggu hubby settle keja dia baru pi...3++pm dh masa tu...from O&G ke PAC....after scan dr ckp placenta (uri) aku dh cover saluran kuar bb..and i need to be admitted...dr talk to hubby that pls prepare coz she will be needed to stay long in ward...wah agak mencemaskan...pastu trus bw aku ke HDU Labour room..dlm hati cuak gila sbb trus msk dlm labour room kan.aku kena fasting that night and was given 2 injection for matangkan paru2 bb...masa dia bg injection sakit coz nurse ckp ubat tu pekat..,asa tu aku pikiaq mcm2...what will happen to my bb...i'm only 26 weeks.
next day after a group specialist dtg aku dh leh dipindahkan ke normal ward ..bleeding dh stop.
pas 3 mlm stay xde bleeding aku dibenarkan pulang but still under mc for another 2 weeks...xleh wat apa2 totally rest sj...
repeat scan another 2 weeks. if it is still in major type i need to stay in ward until deliver...aduhhhsemua org risaukan aku...hubby jaga aku sungguh like a queen...aku sungguh terharu...love u dear..thank u so much
aku ada tnya dr apa sebab jadi placenta kt bwh ni..dia ckp normally previously aku ada keguguran or penah bersalin caeser or lain2 jenis operation la and in my case aku x penah alami semua tu and dr ckp x pasti why....
dugaan agak mencabar harus aku tempuh...on 23rd June seawal subuh about 6++ am aku ada rasa wet ja pastu bangun then find out that. it is a blood...actually aku dh pun having a few series of bleeding but it is just brownies colour like that and it is happened to my 1st pregnancy. but kali ni ada kuar sekali darah beku...hubby ckp xyh la pegi keje..die kasi aku duit srh pegi klinik...dlm pkl 10++ br aku pi klinik...dr scan then refer me to PPUKM formally known HUKM.
tggu hubby settle keja dia baru pi...3++pm dh masa tu...from O&G ke PAC....after scan dr ckp placenta (uri) aku dh cover saluran kuar bb..and i need to be admitted...dr talk to hubby that pls prepare coz she will be needed to stay long in ward...wah agak mencemaskan...pastu trus bw aku ke HDU Labour room..dlm hati cuak gila sbb trus msk dlm labour room kan.aku kena fasting that night and was given 2 injection for matangkan paru2 bb...masa dia bg injection sakit coz nurse ckp ubat tu pekat..,asa tu aku pikiaq mcm2...what will happen to my bb...i'm only 26 weeks.
next day after a group specialist dtg aku dh leh dipindahkan ke normal ward ..bleeding dh stop.
pas 3 mlm stay xde bleeding aku dibenarkan pulang but still under mc for another 2 weeks...xleh wat apa2 totally rest sj...
repeat scan another 2 weeks. if it is still in major type i need to stay in ward until deliver...aduhhhsemua org risaukan aku...hubby jaga aku sungguh like a queen...aku sungguh terharu...love u dear..thank u so much
aku ada tnya dr apa sebab jadi placenta kt bwh ni..dia ckp normally previously aku ada keguguran or penah bersalin caeser or lain2 jenis operation la and in my case aku x penah alami semua tu and dr ckp x pasti why....
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