i am not in good mood today...why? kalau nak dikarang mmg berjela la...aku sedih aku frust aku xtau nk kata apa lagi....kt sapa nk mngadu? sapa yg blh paham? setakat mana org blh faham masalah aku? sedangkan dia sendiri x faham....ayah....if only u could know that ur daughter ni bknla hidup dlm keadaan yg aman sgt spt yg ayah nampk zahirnya....i've been trying all the while to hide everything from u....tp kalau ayah tau yg anak ayah ni sebenarnya sengsara hatinya mesti ayah akan sedih n susah hati mcm ayah susah hati tgk kaklong n her life...ayah akan tambah sakit...i know u're sick worse than mum but u are stronger n sgt strong facing ur penyakit...and i feel so sad also that i can't do anything to help u....if only i can explain to u all.......no i can't do that...
sampai bila semua ni akan berakhir n kita blh hidup aman bahagia....bila nak berubah dlm erti kata perubahan yg hakiki....ni seolah mcm hangat2 taik ayam ja....ok kejap pastu ulang lagi 'kesilapan' yg amat menyakitkan itu...why???why???why???...........................................sampai bila kena sabar? sampai bila blh bertahan?
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